Writer-ly Things.

April 27, 2010 |

I’ve always wanted to be a writer, but recently I’ve been finding it way hard to find things to write about, and to write about them well. Not even Charles Bukowski’s “so you want to be a writer?” is enough to rouse me this time. Or so I’ve been telling myself.

Here’s something taken from an entry written by John Green (author of “Looking for Alaska,” etc) way back in 2003:

Q: [...] So would you say that it’s writers’ block?

A. I don’t believe in writers’ block. Writers’ block is just a kind of not trying. Do you ever hear roofers complain about roofers’ block? Writers invented writers’ block because it allows us to sound tortured and important without actually having to write anything that might reflect our torture and/or importance. I’m just not trying hard enough. Also, I’ve been sort of sad in a way that isn’t really conducive to work.

That’s it, I guess. The brunt of it. What it all comes down to. The real reason why my writer-ly career is akin to a fish floundering on the side of the road. I’m just not trying hard enough.

I’m taking slow and puny steps to be The Writer That I Want To Be. The kind of writer that I’ve always wanted to be ever since I was little. (When I was five, though, I wanted to be a teacher. I still kind of do. But for things like Doctor Who or art history or poor man’s — aka, my own flawed understanding of — philosophy.) For starters, I’ve “fixed” some parts of my writing portfolio. And, tomorrow, I’m going to be working for a publication.

I think those might be pretty good steps for now.

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  1. Justine says:

    No joke. I’ve always wanted to be a writer myself but I never had the confidence nor the skill. Whenever I try to write my mind just goes in knots and I can’t stop thinking, “You suck this sucks this sucks this ain’t for you” kind of shit.

    Good luck with your pursuit. They say when there’s a will, there’s a way and you’ve definitely got the will so I’m sure you’ll get there in no time.

  2. Carina says:

    Dearest, thank you for this comment. :) I’m sure you have what it takes to be a writer! I read your latest entry about having a lot of hobbies, but no really solid one, but I have a feeling that writing’s going to be a part of you for a while. :)

  3. Camille says:

    I’m one of those people who wanted to be a writer but only wrote sometimes, and most of them unfinished stories with too much drama and too little substance. I had two other friends who were writers themselves and one of them I felt was able to wrote things my own writing never reached. I think in a way, all those years that I felt “I’ll never be as good as my friends” stopped me from trying harder.

    I talked with her sometime recently and told her how much I admired her writing. Then, surprisingly, she told me she’s always admired mine, which took me by surprise because I thought very low of my skills in writing. I’m not perceptive enough; I’m not expressive enough; I don’t describe things well enough — I’ve always thought the me-as-a-writer as never enough and yes, for a long time I stopped trying.

    I think the reason why I returned to blogging was because I wanted to just write about something. Not necessarily fiction, which I used to write often before. I wrote some stories again too, but definitely less than an occurrence of a blue moon.

    So I’m glad you’re starting again because slow steps are still steps toward something and I believe you’ll get to become The Writer You Want To Be one day. :D

  4. Camille says:

    TYPO!!!

    * was able to write things my own writing never reached

  5. Carina says:

    Camille, thank you so much for this comment. I think that constantly looking at our own writing causes us to get tired of it really easily. I’m glad you returned to blogging, though, at least. I was always considered a fictionist also, but I find myself struggling so much in the last few years. Probably why I blog a lot also. I write to release, and not really to improve, which is probably a bad mentality.

    In any case, I hope you’ve started writing, too. We’ll get there, I think. :)

  6. Sheyka says:

    A fellow journalist friend told me that to be able to write things well, just don’t stop writing. Even if it’s only a sentence.

    Writing itself has been one of problems among Indonesian teenagers. Because of Facebook (maybe you’ve heard that my country placed top 5 ranked countries with most Facebook users), many of us can’t distinguish what’s formal and informal in language of writing. What do you think of this, Carina? In your opinion, does FB bring good to the writing habit or not? :)

    • Carina Santos says:

      I think it can definitely be a medium for good writing. As long as people don’t perpetuate the culture of writing so informally that it bastardizes the English language. I think a lot more people (in the Philippines at least) have become more conscious of the way they write. As long as you can still distinguish what type of writing is appropriate for what medium/place.

      Hope that makes sense!

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